let your dreams flow away...

Sunday, January 08, 2006

its been so long since i last blogged (as usual) hehe

christmas this year wasnt a really happy one since my grandfather died... so me and my cousins were in charge of the mass and the novena and stuff since all our tito's and tita's didnt want to... our parents told us that we shouldnt complain coz thats what all we have to offer to lolo i guess

met my 2nd cousins during the wake had fun surprisingly i mean i think it was a bad time to get to know them right?

they were pretty much my age so we were all like one big group

found out lots of stuff about my lolo that i didnt even know... turns out he was a veteran soldier and all that like he was the leader or something... they even kept his helmet and badges pa i got so surprised and they made this poster full of his pics since he was little it was really cool

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anyways back to school already since wednesday and ive been feeling really down and annoyed

maybe because my grades werent how i expected them to be

my alg cs is 78!!! argh!! plus i failed the exam pa even if she made it over 55... i lack a few points nalang shoot!

plus i forgot to submit my freakin philo notebook so i dont know what my grade would be! im so stupid!! i even completed that even before the deadline you know before the exams and i FORGOT to give it... my grade's gonna be really low

i hope my mom doesnt get my report card... she can get it after third term nalang.... hahaah i hope she gets lazy coz that happens sometimes

there are ALOT of projects also!! i think we have one in every subject and their all due almost the same time! i really dont like this term but i dont have a choice coz i have to do really well to pull up my grade...

my grades during the first term were actually good... so i have to do better 3rd term... every year i have this pattern with my grades... 1st term are good, 2nd term they suck, and 3rd term its better than the 1st term...

*sigh* so now im trying to do our proposal for the demonstrative project in physics and its due tom...

oh yea and retreats coming up.. i dont feel like making retreat letters anymore coz were not allowed to bring them we can only read them when we get back...

oh and i downloaded OC season 3 haha!! now i have to buy blank cds to burn them coz its taking up too much space

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